“I feel ashamed.”

“I should have known.”

“I feel like shame, shame and shame.”

“I feel ashamed at not knowing any better.” we all say to ourselves internally and privately.

We all feel like we should’ve known better before the sin and after the sin.

”Although I did know better, I did know, I knew, I really did, but I chose to sin regardless anyway” is an all too common feeling.

As is stated in Torah, an eye is paid with an eye, therefore an eye is paid with an eye in reality always and always so.

It’s both hard and previously unheard of to be human.

In our inside little narrative, HaShem then thus says to our backs:

”You chose yourself over me??”

“In that case, I will also choose you over me.”

And thus individuals are given their lot according to their true soul’s name, essence, and purpose, and we’re rewarded as we our self chooses.

As an eye is paid with an eye, so HaShem, said: ”You chose yourself over me??” ”Then, in that case, I will also choose you over me.”

And thus individuals are given a lot according to their soul’s true named essence, and rewarded as our selves chooses.

One can be rewarded for obstacles with fair dues, which rightly is exactly what you yourself chose. That is the payment of sin and reward. But Reward given before and after repentance. Reward and reward.

One can be rewarded in absence with fair dues, which is rightly exactly what you yourself chose.

The payment of sin is sin.

Reward given before and after repentance. Reward and reward.

Teshuvah, and proper teshuvah, is and always has been necessary and achievable, in order to receive unlimited energy, never again needing to shower (that is to not stink – no B.O.), have perfect stool, perfect urine, perfected wisdom and understanding, and to be in perfect tune with your own body clock in its entirety.

The anointing oil [of eternal life, (for everyone)] is not a good diet in of itself necessarily, nor happiness or excess, but rather good deeds in perpetuity and/[y]our full and complete rectification of the human soul through a heartfelt teshuvah process of complete purification.

The key to the purification is one’s personal deeds, so that through our deeds, one once again achieves immortality, through the eternal love of and from our Almighty Father In Shamayim, with us all living throughout the entire known universe.

We all shall live to the ripe old age of 120 years in our own created habitual paradise, until we bring complete paradise down to Earth, which paradoxically is this moment right now.

When we do enter Shamayim, that is, together as one, but not as a unity, together, will the entire world HaShem has prepared for every single one of us upon our universal plateau of life be attainable.

I’ve had my life flash before me (on more than one occasion, sadly) and on the last, Allah allowed me a peak into this our Next World, which is but still empty and a perfect world reality.

I saw not even 0.000000001 % of this, the Next World To Come for a measly three seconds, and 1 second lying in bed awake in witness of this Next World To Come was vastly in excess of all the pleasure I had experienced that very day (and it was a good day!), with out any doubt and with out any shock or awe (the awe came only after the event).

You see? We were always in the Garden of Eden (Gan Eden) which is identified as Gozo Island, Malta.

We were never booted out at all in all these years, not even slightly.

Rather, we each swam to Malta proper as well as the boot of Italy, which is Sicily. This is all after Eve and Adam chose to have children together.

And with “sin” (original sin) we necessarily had to leave Gozo for Malta to sustain “our flock”, because that’s what shepherds do, and that’s what all our foremothers have done.

Malta is the birthplace of civilization.

It is the Lost City Of Atlantis.

And God/Allah/HaShem’s Torah (for Jews) is the Touchstone.

For non-Jews it’s the 7 Laws Of Noah.

Why were the Jews chosen you may ask? The answer is simple and simply remarkable.

The Jewish Nation of Israel was chosen by God after all other nations rejected the strictness of His Torah, but because the Israelites had no other choice after they already became enslaved in Egypt by Paroah [Pharaoh Khamenei], and wanted to thank the Most High for exuding and exorcising them out of that hellhole of slavery and destitution, they gladly accepted.

And now, even Paroah is redeemed (and/or redeemable).

The Jews are indeed simultaneously both the chosen people and the cursed ones, as is now obvious. The Shoah of Hitler (((yemach shemo!!))) was just a precursor to redemption.

Jealousy, therefore, is incongruent with reality and history’s check marks.

The reward for the righteous of the Jews is not ever again dying. The reward for the righteousness of the gentiles (lawsofnoah.com) is also not ever again dying [and thus living eternally], thus restitution has now been made [for some].

An additional reward for the righteous of ALL nations, united as Righteous Nations, is Supreme knowledge.

—Brendan & Maya